#And I got to jump the queue
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So after 2 months of cooking on a shitty little hot plate and trying to figure out the why/what/how of electric cooking, it turns out the electrics in this shit hole of a flat isn't powerful enough for a stove with an oven. And changing that will cost money I don't have. So that's another thing I got screwed out of when I got dumped here. 🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕
#I used to love cooking and baking#my dad taught me#And I always make apple pie from his recipe#On his birthday#And for special occasions#I guess that's going to be store bought from now on#fml#I hate this place so much#I've lost everything#But I'm not allowed to be angry about that or sad#Because the place looks nice#And I got to jump the queue#When other people have to wait years and years#But I'm so fucking lonely#And nobody gives a shit
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The shower is a safe space for you to cry, to drain all of the pent up emotion you've held onto. Plus, it's the best place to hide this side of you from your roommate, Bakugo, whom you've had a crush on for ages. You did your damndest to hide your sorrow from him, not because you're ashamed, but you didn't want to sour the mood of the apartment. You two were good friends, you didn't need to bring down the vibe by whining about how sad you are.
You don't hear the front door to your apartment open and him announcing he's home like usual. He's not supposed to be home for hours, but unexpectedly got off of work early. The sound of the water hides his presence from you; however, it doesn't mute the sobs coming from the other side of the bathroom door.
His heart drops into his stomach, he's never heard you cry like that before.
Bakugo rushes to the door and hesitates. Maybe you wanted to be alone, but he couldn't just sit in the apartment and wait for you to stop crying. Would it be better to sit on the couch and wait it out? For you to come to him?
Logically, yes.
But he wasn't thinking logically.
He taps his knuckles against the door a few times.
"Hey, y'okay?" Bakugo calls out, waiting for your answer with baited breath. He hears you gasp, sniffling and coughing before composing yourself.
"Oh...I didn't think you'd be home, Kat. I'm fine."
"You're a shit liar, y'know," he teases, but you don't laugh. "Seriously, though. Are you okay?"
You hold your breath, debating on whether or not to tell him the truth. Your answer slips out before you could stop yourself.
"...No."
It's a split second decision, but Bakugo opens the door and barges into the bathroom. He's rips back the shower curtain and carefully steps in behind you in a hurry, fully clothed, ignoring your obvious shock to his assertiveness. You're trying to shield yourself from him seeing you naked, but that all fades away when you feel his body engulf yours, holding you close against him under the stream of water.
He's so...warm.
"You can always tell me when somethin's wrong. Don't think I can't tell, or that I don't hear you cryin' at night. I don't want ya to hide from me," Bakugo whispers above you, hand holding the back of your head against his chest. "You're not alone, sweetheart."
You have no control over the tears rushing down your cheeks, mixing with the hot water and soaking into his clothes. You're shaking as you snake your arms around his waist and grip onto him for dear life.
No one's ever shown you this kind of support before - this kind of love.
"I got ya," he assures as he squeezes you tightly. "I'll stay as long as you want me to."
#☆.rei daydreams#bakugo x reader#bakugo comfort#i think he'd be the kind of person to jump into instant action when you're upset - no matter if you're dating or not#i honestly sat here and typed out an entire story only to delete it#i got some pretty awful news this morning about a family member#so i'm emotional and apologize#☆.queue#☆.bkg dreamscapes
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I think one interesting thing I’m grappling with in my quest to solarpunkify my life is how little control I have over what I can do in the stage of life I’m in now.
Like my ideal self would have a big, booming garden with dozens of food plants and bench seats and swings and a bunch of pollinator gardens in the front and backyard with a pond for wildlife. I can grow tons of food for neighbors and community initiatives, and host get togethers (bonus points if I have a fantastic colored-panel greenhouse like I’ve fantasized about before). I’d have solar panels wherever they’d fit, all kinds of lovely decorations, and live as green as possible. I’d eagerly give out seeds for pollinator friendly plants in one of those front yard seed boxes I’ve seen, maybe have a community fridge nearby as well. I’d be able to guerrilla garden and help with community initiatives, but still have free time to spend on myself, my art, my crafts. And a cat.
There’s plenty that gets in the way of that though. I don’t have a job, so I can’t have the big booming garden of my dreams. I live with my parents, and they don’t want the kind of lifestyle and decorations and such that I would. My mom doesn’t even like cats, or half the neighbors in the cul de sac. I can encourage and poke and prod my parents all I want, but at the end of the day its their house and what they want/can afford goes, and its not really what I want. Not to even mention that I’m shy, overall not very corageous, and more or less have no idea what I’m doing or how to navigate this world.
It’s definitely an interesting position to be in. And frustrating.
#out of queue#ani rambles#like would I have all this if I was on my own right now?#lets be real probably not id probably be in some shitty apartment#but still its like instead of hurdles to jump over ive got walls and the walls are my parents and the animation industry#i was gonna havr an inspiring point about ‘oh you just gotta hold onto hope that you can obtain it someday uwu’ but uh#genuinely its hard to keep that hope rn. have you seen my target industry? its a clusterfuck out there
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Fumbled a test hard by my own standards with a B but apparently the class average across 3 different periods was a D so maybe life isn't so bad
#queue my lunch period where my friend is all like “what score did you get on the chem test” ready flex their near perfect score#what a diva honestly#was telling my other buddy about my fumble and they went “i got an F”. lord i wanted to jump out of the third story window so badly#the beef i have with rutherford is insane
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Hey! I love your story so so much and I always look forward to new chapters!
I do have a question though. Is the whole General Shepard cameras thing still is part of the story? I feel like the buildup was so good and then it just disappeared and became unimportant. Like if the guys never find out about it, it's whatever.
I dont mean this as an insult to your writing at all, but I'm just wondering if it's gonna come back at all since it's been so long since it's been thought about by the mc.
Again, I love your work
You'll have to wait and see
#i know that's so mean#i'm so mean#such a meanie#the meanest#cruelest#author ever#okay now that we're down here#i don't think most people read this far into the tags#but yeah#that will come into play later#i'm halfway pushing it to the side for plot reasons#(i forgot the reader was due for another heat very soon ����)#and also because this part is dragging quite a bit since i want to focus on smut#i was just going to jump into that but then i got carried away with Simon and all of the possibilities#and also i'm kind of doing it on purpose#hoping people forget and then bam#shock them when it all resurfaces#in my original plan for the fic there was a considerable amount of time between the event happening and when it finally gets revealed#i just didnt plan to write out that gap quite as much as i have#give it a few chapters#it'll come back#how?#when?#who?#you'll have to wait and see#okay byeeeeeee#answered#queue 06#sm feralcore
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horizon forbidden west | aloy 97/?
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#aloy#this is from way back in my captures folder#it's one of the tenakth structures around the stand of the sentinels tallneck#i got up here prior to the jump glitch but i'm pretty sure i didn't glide down from my sunwing#i remember exploring the whole area and trying to climb things lol#so it was probably just some creative jumping#hfw aloy#btw if anyone wondered i'm not dead i just ran out of queue and we had a power outage last night/this morning :D#and i just got back to internet
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Things I did today #99 May 18 2024
Took a shower
Washed dishes
Took out the trash
Put on nailpolish
Went to pride event
Walked pride parade
Performed as part of open mic at pride event
Went out at a bar with friends
Went to pride after party
#very much just at pride event from a little past 12 pm to 2 am#so i am pretty tired today ngl#(i wrote this the day after)#got to perform cha cha cha three times!!! sorta xD#i was in käärijä cosplay which somebody in the parade with a boom box noticed#so they put on ccc and i screamed along jumping around entertaining the crowd like a madman#then i perform fr back at the event for my guess is 1-2k people#at the afterparty another person noticed my cosplay and put ccc in the queue for the dancefloor#then i as pretty much the only one hit said dance floor with a photographer shadowing me#(he had my permission)#it was fun xD#tidt#things i did today#findingmicah
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i cant believe ive played world of warcraft for 20 years
#i should write all my warcraft oc lore into fanfics or something#let tarwas and larevasha live forever on AO3.com#i have a druid (larevasha) nelf and demon hunter (tarwas) nelf and they were gfs before the sundering#then they got separated in the chaos of the legion attacks and sundering itself and both thought the other was dead#before all that tho they were both druid trainees and larevasha was good at it but tarwas was total ass at being a druid#(tarwas was never able to shapeshift)#after the sundering larevasha fully dedicated herself to druidism and got really powerful#but she spent so much time in shapeshifted forms that she has lost a few marbles over time#she gives a bit of a Radagast the Brown vibe#while tarwas said fuck this to druidism and instead chose vengeance#still thinking about wtf she wouldve been upto between the sundering and illidan starting the illidari#but im pretty sure this is where her rocky training montage goes and she gains proficiency with martial weapons and gets angrier and angrier#then she jumps at the chance to become illidari and becomes the slayer (dh leader) while larevasha becomes archdruid#then they both meet at the pep talk circle khadgar gives before the tomb of sargeras raid#but they don't recognize eachother at first because it's been 10 thousand years and they thought the other was dead and theyve changed#they only realize partway thru the raid (i imagine the raid more like a darkest dungeon run where they take short camp breaks to rest)#they both freak the fuck out#queue drama during the raid and final couple boss fights#after the raid and in between all their duties leading their factions they try to make time to catch up#it gets worse before it gets better though and there is not much free time in between saving azeroth and invading what's left of argus#there is a short respite after legion before bfa though and they do a lot of catching up there#then sylvanis fucking burns down teldrassil and tarwas and larevasha and the rest of the nelves loose their collective shit#*sylvanas#all through bfa they remain close and start getting a little flirty again (keep in mind it's been 10k years)#they both go into shadowlands fully intending on supporting tyrande 100% btw#in shadowlands however the slow burn starts cranking up the heat and by the end of shadowlands they're gfs again#then in the few years of no world ending threats between shadowlands and dragonflight they basically get married#(i do still need to look into nelf culture around that but the gist is theyre partners forever)#dragonflight would mostly consist of them holding hands while beating the shit out of the primalists#and i havent played the war within yet but i imagine itll be similar
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I am sorry you've been harrassed by terfs, but the way you are currently trying to weed them out seems a bit misguided. As in, the vast majority of terfs are in fact ok with big hairy CIS men. The so-called men they are actively hating are trans women/transfem people. So by acting like you proclaiming your love to big hairy dudes is the best terf-repellant you seem to be missing the point at best.
i'd love to actually respond to your concerns or whatever the hell it was that you were trying to convey with this ask, but it has almost no basis in reality so i literally cant.
thats the one statement on how effective i think the banners are that has left my queue so far. which is: i hope it works but also have literally 2 other backup plans already in case it does not. i dont know why youre calling that "acting like [me] proclaiming [my] love to big hairy dudes is the best terf-repellant", because thats wildly off target from what i have actually said at any point. everything else youve said is also pretty much either dead wrong or ignorant, so im getting the feeling that you not reading has been a problem for a while.
(ive also not mentioned terfs this entire time--ive been talking about radfems and using the word radfems. they're not the same thing although there's large overlap. so like. thats strike two for zero reading comprehension, buddy. cause you are literally not talking about the group im talking about and youre also inventing whole new sentences that i didnt say.)
#obviously reading ability does not equal intelligence. more about the wild overconfidence of someone who didnt bother to check if they#even read a statement correctly#i misread things all the time which is why i also dont barge into strangers inboxes to insult THEIR intelligence#because i know theres always a chance im completely wrong and i dont want to be an asshole#anon you could give that a try#like what am i even supposed to say to this ? i dont think its the best terf repellant and have never said that ?#but if you know so much about them go ahead and tell us your suggestions for how to get rid of them#im skeptical that they will make any sense at all but im always open to new ideas#(feels nice to be condescended to doesnt it ? i assume thats why you were condescending to me so im returning the favor <3)#anyway other than this fool thank you all for the supportive asks im glad youre enjoying the banners ! so am i :D#way too soon to tell if theyre working (no radfems yet but i usually get a wave of them every couple months so i wont jump to conclusions)#but just as blog decor theyre already great#there are many many asks though and i dont enjoy when this blog is less fiber craft than other stuff#so im reading each one and appreciating them but please dont be upset that im not responding to them or posting them#i have the first 2 i got in my queue and then i got like 20 more so
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Everyone ask “why is atheadac tremor” but no “how is atehadax tremor” 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔��
#sad thoughts#bad day#die cry hate#atheadax made#how to drive an automatic car in the snow#why is my cat like this#i got the viral $25 blanket from walmart and it’s a perfect dupe for the $300 pottery barn option thanks to the material#fury as scotrail app goes down again taking passengers’ money but not issuing tickets as travellers stuck in huge queues#i became an overnight millionaire when my account jumped from $46 to $26.7m – i was terrified and felt no urge to spend#vampirism#vampire struggles#сталкер#s.t.a.l.k.e.r.#call of pripyat#stalker
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Filthy Hitch Chapter 4 No Context Spoilers
New Filthy Hitch is coming! Chapter 4 has been previewed on @dandyvela's patreon, so I figured I'd make some more no-context spoilers our of @swearyshera panels. If you even wanted to watch my favorite disaster lesbians get into bad hi-jinks for good reasons, go catch up before the new trauma update drops.
#queue won't know me#fic recs#catradora#we are at spice level orange#i.e. pretty PG for the moment#CW: pining and denial#I am a just a simple straight trying to be a supportive internet dad#Listen. I got two hyperfixations#And until I fall ass backwards into therapy and start writing an spop A:NR AU we are gonna jump back and forth#like an electron
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My boss told me she saw me at the library on Monday and said hi but I didn’t respond and said “But you seemed really deep in thought and must not have heard me! Must have been thinking hard about something important!” And I just don’t know how to tell her that when I was at the library on Monday, the vast majority of the time I was thinking about whether Phoenix Wright or Professor Layton would win in hand to hand combat.
#phoenix wright: ace attorney#Professor Layton#Phoenix wright#hershel layton#on one hand#Phoenix is canonically like made of something different#he’s been hit by cars and broken down solid wood doors and is one resilient fucker#not to mention that without the hat he’s got over half a foot on layton#but Layton’s got the talent and#to be blunt#he’s smarter#frankly I do not believe that Phoenix could get the jump on Layton#but I also don’t know that Layton would fight a fellow good guy#he is a true gentleman while Phoenix (at least in aa4) is an anti hero#but even if he would fight him#could he take down Phoenix#could anyone#queue takumi defense squad#Professor cody
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Ziska paused for a moment, looking up at the smug absol. Did they really think that such simple taunts would cause her to get upset, what was she, ten? Actually this could be amusing.
“Yeah, I might be having some issues now, but I know I’ll reach the point of evolving at some point and I’m still getting stronger without evolution. At least I have actual potential to grow and get even stronger. You on the other paw seem to be quite proud of your stunted abilities. I guess that makes some manner of sense though, stunted strength to go with that stunted personality.”
The eevee paused and locked eyes with Destino, mirroring their grin. “It’s okay though, some mons are just destined for mediocrity that they mask with imagined ‘perfection’.”
@ask-the-royal-absol
#asks#ziska is an ass#though at least for once someone else started it#I was going to queue this but I got too excited#so I guess this jumps to the front of the line#also I'm starting to recover from being sick#I'd love for this cough to go away though#ziska the eevee
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I just wanna see the eras tour live in concert
#ts#the hoops ive jumped through#the trials ive faced#istg I'm gods bravest little soldier#IVE BEEN THROUGH IT FOR THOSE TICKETS AND YET.#the amount of queues ive been in#THE HOURS SPENT LISTENING TO A RADIO STATION#FROM A CITY 5 HOURS AWAY#with bagged packed just in case!!#up to the last minute!!#every 11:11 wish!!!#I LITERALLY STILL DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE GOT TICKETS!?!?#I JUST DONT#it was like trying to get something that didnt exist#AND EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHER GOT TICKETS#LIKE MY COUSIN !??!#MY EX'S SISTER!??!#at this point.
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The purple shading stuff does take some time to do, but MAN does it make everything look pretty <3
#not a comic or an ask#i've got 3 asks in the queue at this point!#and i've also got a text ask i started writing a week or two ago that i can finish for a fourth!#also i've been jumping around in my inbox instead of answering everything chronologically this time
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I'm almost finished with this notebook with it's horrible paper, and I just finished the first page of my Big Project
#Oh yeah - it's all coming together#Hgggg I am so sick of this notebook! It's wack as fuck!#It has made editing a Chore for the past eight months >:0 Not fun or meditative At All#Even worse is that the paper feels good to draw on but the cleanup is just! Awful!#I've just been completely ignoring my non-lined homemade notebook because it feels bad to draw on lol#The rest of the doodles for this year - yes that's how far the queue is backlogged rn lol - are still on that paper#But at least I'm like ><this close to being done with it ugh#I've got two blank pages and then like three half-doodled on pages that I'm planning to just knock out#It looks so weird 'cause the pages are all out of order lol - the first page was in March and the last in November#But like the next page after the first is /also/ November lol#Like it's largely in chronological order but it jumps around quite a lot! It was an interesting experiment#I also think it's funny since the first page got some fandom stuff that didn't come back around until now but it Looks chronological lol#I think I'll do it again but with some modifications - if I run out of steam/interest/motivation then I can fill it in however I want#Keeping it on-theme is fun but I find myself pushing ideas when I don't actually have any :P That's no good#It's not Always bad - I like quite a few of my spacefiller ideas! But if anything that just proves that finishing things out to make room-#Well like I said it was fun lol#And! As stated! I finished the first page of my big behind-the-scenes project! >:3c#Man I haven't worked on a comic proper-like in uhhhhh#It's gotta be at least five years lol geez#It's been a weird rhythm to try to fall into lol I'm Way out of practice - but it's nice to see it come together!#Lotta steps to get it into the shape I want - hard to sustain - but slowly and surely I've got this one :)#It'll be good to finally have it Out haha
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